There was a pretty sizable blizzard here over the weekend, and we actually got real snow for once instead of that gross slushy rain we usually get by the shore when it snows everywhere else in the state. There's around two feet of snow on the ground right now. I went out to take some pictures in my backyard and it came all the way up to my knees. Even though the snow ruined my plans for Saturday, it's still lovely. I really hope it sticks around until the 25th.

I did end up failing English. My dad didn't freak out nearly as much as I thought he would. He doesn't believe that I tried really hard to pass, which I guess isn't totally unfounded because I could have done a better job. I have a couple things to finish up for ethics still but my professor in that class gave me an incomplete so I have the time to do it. On the bright side, I got a B+ in philosophy, even with completely not understanding two sections of the exam.

I'm just glad that this semester is over and that I don't have to worry about financial aid dropping me, according to my advisor. I kinda want to know what the English department is going to think of me when I go in to declare my major and they see I failed an English course, heh. I was really upset to find out that the department website is misleading and that course is strongly recommended but not required for English majors, and I probably should have dropped while I still had the chance. I guess there's a bright side to that, though: maybe I can pick something different and I won't have to take the class over again. I don't say this because I'm bitter that I failed, but that was without a doubt the worst English course I have ever taken. My professor just drained all the life out of literature and because I wasn't crazy about most of the works we studied to begin with, it was like torture.

But hey, life goes on.

so fucking tired.

home now. almost done. well... probably. my counselor and advisor can't get the dean to wx me out of english because i already took the final so i dunno what i'm gonna do. gonna email my professor and see if there's any way i can still pass. i still don't know how i'm going to tell my dad.

gonna finish this work and then pass out.

hi I am not doing work

and also not sleeping ever

jsdhflasjfdjf WILL I EVER LEARN

(spoiler: probably not)

dad will be here to pick me up around 10 and i don't want to go home yet because if i go home i will be even less productive than i am now and sajfhasldfa

also i have to tell him that i will probably fail english and am working on getting wx'd out of the class

not looking forward to that

i finished most of my app for xi though so uh that's something

sob

FUCK EVERYTHING

I felt SO WELL PREPARED for that exam and then I went in there and panicked and freaked out and completely botched it.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'm going to fail the class and it's going to be on my record forever and my GPA is going to be shot to hell and my dad is going to hate me forever and I'M going to hate me forever and oh my god I'm an English major and this is an English class how is this even happening and DFHADHSFASDHFOASDHF AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I am going to MURDER the essay portion of this English final (or at least I'm gonna keep telling myself that), which is probably a good thing because I don't know how confident I feel about the rest of the exam, heh. I just need to find one more work in our syllabus from which to draw quotes. There must be something else on here that deals with portrayal of clergy. :l

Final's at 10:45. Gonna nap until 9 and ask my roommate if she can think of anything when she wakes up.

GONNA ANNIHILATE THIS FINAL.

GONNA DO IT.

SO! I am officially nocturnal. Took my exam at 8, came back, fell asleep at like 10-ish, woke up at 5. Yeah I don't even know anymore. Going to dinner and then studying English. SO CLOSE TO BEING DONE WITH THAT CLASS I AM SO EXCITED but this final is going to be intense as hell because my professor is fucking batshit insane. If I survive that, though, I only have bio and philosophy left, and philosophy is a take-home which shouldn't be too rough and bio isn't cumulative, it's just another test, and it's on body systems which I studied ad nauseum in high school so I should be pretty okay! Then there are the papers that are overdue but I'm not gonna talk about those.

Also! Check out how productive I was last night! aquiladifirenze penorsword wakesindreams I need to icon for the Ezio account and I haven't finished uploading icons to the Madotsuki account yet but I ran out of space for Fakir icons pretty quickly. I swear I'm not going to be one of those crazy RPers who gets paid accounts for their muses, though. Not for homeless accounts, anyway.

I blame kitfallen. vanishing_cake and I firmly believe that when in doubt, everything is Kit's fault. And this is more Kit's fault than most things. (Sorry Kit, I love you, really, but you are such an enabler.)

Good morning.

I set up RP accounts all night instead of studying and writing papers.

My sleep schedule is totally shot.

Ethics exam in an hour and a half.

Wheeeeeeeeee~

Edit: And I'm tired now. Awesome.